In my prime, I had a whole grove of houseplants, and kept a cat. Now I am petless and plantless and I let the spiders cobweb the corners. I used to eat rice and tofu, seafood soups and ginseng chicken. Look how this past eight years of eating American weighs upon me. I take on pounds like a tree growing rings, by about a pound a month it seems.
At thirty, I rode my motorcycle to the airport and caught a jet to Venice. Mid-forties now, I am a lone cow in a long, narrow pasture – with shelter at one end, and food at the other. Locked into a subsistence wage by conditions and circumstances beyond my control, I move sedately from one comfortable chair to another, in which to hunch over these keys.
Life and our middles seem to catch up with us at about the same time, don’t they??? 😀
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I suspect things will continue to change, but not necessarily trend in one direction. You described well a decade long change.
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well thank you. yes long slow slides tend to go on long and slow.
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This is too sad. I hope you break free again.
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there was a type of creature which clung to the rocks in the swift current at the bottom of a river. one day they saw a creature looking just like them but flying through the waters above! How are you doing that?! they cried, and the answer came back JUST LET GO
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“..like a tree growing rings.” Nice one. By your former diet it seems you spent time in China or somewhere in Asia?
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yep yep I taught English in Korea for 5 yrs.
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Ooh, just made bibimbap for my birthday dinner a couple weeks ago; I’d love to spend some time in Korea. I lived in China for four years.
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my china experience is limited to a few days in Beijing and a solo trek off the beaten track on a countryside section of the great wall
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I think you could still get yourself some tofu and a cat 🙂
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I just might.
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impressive the easy mix of humour with wry perspective – fabulous analogy of tree rings and weight gain – cow in a narrow pasture. A Spring clean might just give the impetus for change – though the spiders will complain
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they get under my chair and bark, the spiders. every time my finger gets pulled. har har. spring clean is a welcome concept for me right now thx.
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I appreciate the contrast in tone, journey and experiences between the first and second stanza ~ Perhaps time to make another journey ~
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wouldn’t take much of a journey to rekindle the spirit of the thing would it
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Time for a new interest …. anything….painting, a yoga class, book club …. anything. When I feel overcome with ennui, I always look for some new interest to jump start my muse! I hope you find that something! Well written, by the way.
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thx bev. a new interest hey? i’ll chew on that.
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Life sometimes binds us in to that long narrow pasture. Sometimes we bind ourselves in, at ease with the strange comfort of it. Now and again I open the gate and let myself out but generally return there…I think this happy apathy contributes to my tree rings…
Kind regards
Anna :o]
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happy apathy indeed. not to say complacency…
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Ah, but you hunch to such good effect! I love your crisply written prose-poem.
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I see a cat and Tofu in your future. 😃 Thank you for visiting ThusNSuch.
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When I am sitting eating stirfry with a cat in my lap, I will remember your fortune-telling!
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