rain falls on her like she falls
on the pills, killer whale swallowing
her to the floor
on the edge of the bed, head
in hands in red bra and black stretch pants
she’s in the bathroom with wet hands
she’s asleep in the tub
and she’s flailing at him
as she searches her closet frantically
and she’s dressed in his clothes
going berserk while serving guests
until finally the garden
the kiss and the shove
battling herself up the stairs
surrendering again to the floor
kaykuala
A happy ending is what one aspires for.
Hank
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Oops, she’s hit bottom again. You told it well. I can empathize with her, flying high for a couple-three-or-fout hours if she is lucky. Then down like the Dickens for a long bit and then time for another. Her bod needs it bad.
I am addicted to opiods and still actually look forward to another ‘legal’ go around. I haven’t touched my stash for a long time. But when I was I played the meanest table games, was very clever, and a driver fiom Hades. Except at the stop signals. I’d go on red, sleep while waiting for a green, and worse. Not unsafe though, my inner self and a guardian angel kept me safe.
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A very sad story. I hope she will manage to get back on her feet and live the life she deservers!
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That chemical pull up from the floor sounds like a repeating circle.
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Argh, this is dizzying and exhausting.
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one of my professors in grad school described my writing as vertigo-inducing lol
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You have captured the dizzying effect quite powerfully here!
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